Thursday, May 25, 2017

Fanart and *Looking for Music Producer For Background Music For My Vlogs*

I'm so very gratfeul for all the love and support y'all give me by sending me love. I loved this fanart so much that I made a mockup out of it. Thank you so much The Success Club for making this rad art piece for me.
Another one of my fandoms made this rad animation for me. This guy is super talented with awesome videography/photography skills and is musician as well . Love this intro he made for me <3

I'm so blessed with everyone's support for my vlogging youtube channel. Everyone is helping me to grow and evolve in my own space.

As to my fandoms,
Anyone who wants to make fanart for me or anything can always email me at:

Ps- I'm now looking for someone with music making skills as I want a cool rock n roll background music for my vlogs.

Fanart by: The Success Club
My Youtube Channel Intro Animation: Jahanzeb Zaffar

Friday, May 19, 2017

Give it a Chance

Be done trying to rebel against your situation. Accept the fate as it is. Sometimes you just need "to be" and trust the moment. Trust the present. Life never remains the same. We are always in process of evolving, changing with seasons. What maybe a "present" will become your "past" and what maybe present will become your "future". Go with the flow of river of life. What must you understand; life is like river but unlike river flowing in one direction, life flows from every angle instead. It can pull you in different directions all at the same time.

Frustration stems, when you don't know you're trying to flow with which direction of the river. That's where your heart calling will come to best use. It will help you determine which direction of the river you will be taking. I'm in no position to justify the hostility you might have towards life. I'm only here to tell you, at least give it a chance?.


Tuesday, May 16, 2017

State Of Confusion

It was not so much about the "feelings" or actions. But rather was more about trying to make sense out of what someone did and how it happened. The excruciating pain, the unknown witnesses, confusion in my mind. Failure to make sense out of my own confusion. Should I feel upset? Should I feel happy?.

The morality of human nature lies in camouflaged cruel intentions, one carries for the other out of ignorance or grudge.

I don't differ from others; if i may so?, it's only the Heart.

[Original from my R-Series]

Monday, May 15, 2017

so alice.

The immediate perturbing fantasy of Alice in wonderland I've lived since a child. I love the whole concept of wonderland, the mad hatter parties, the "drink me" bottle and of course the rabbit.
Source: 1 - 2 - 3

Thursday, May 11, 2017

Whistle Movie Premier

Not trynna be a nikhatto here or lookin cool. But damn, this event was great. Lux is all I can say. I'm such a shoda ass of a person sometimes. TBH that's the perk you get of being a "Leo". But the little-party-animal-syndrome I have can not propel against the reality of fun I want to have in my life. Like who in the world would not like glamour, party, fashion, makeup and jewelry?.But let's not get too grim n reaper about it. I'm a fashion junkie hoe.

So my bestfriend Sophia Mujahid invited me over for movie premier of "Whistle". It's an urban legend Pakistani flick. Event was held at Cinegold plex in bahriatown (Don't get me started on me getting lost in the roads out of road- dayhem i hate that b*tch place it's soo manipulative worse than a maze runner. Once lost, you can literally get killed during your journey). Finally I reached there after looking for the "cinegold" for more than 2 hours. 

I ate burger first up because I was hungry, then we went around in event and became party poopers. Taking pictures in every corner. And Oh yuss, sophia came on tv singing song at Rozetv. That was cute. We made a vlog, took interview of cast there,

And then;

It was Halleluyah when I spotted one of my acquaintances from the exhibition event i kept in 2015 for pinkribbon charity people. Captured all on my vlog. Watch and subscribe below here to my youtube channel:

"Whistle Movie Premier"
Event PR: The Glow Events
Location: Cinegold Plex, Bahria Town 
Choker From: The Art Geek
So you niggas ask me "Why do i go to such parties?" ofcourse why not. We get a reason to look cute and glamorous. most importantly free fooood.

Wednesday, May 10, 2017

Lone Rider.

 If ever,
I'll get to experience love,
I'll cherish it,
If not,
I'll live without it happily.
In whatever way,
God will keep me,
I'll Live,
And continue my journey alone.
-Original from my "R" Series

Captured by: @azmatnaseer

Tuesday, May 2, 2017

Rad Mediums To Express

I'm the king of concepts. Love em, make them, can't live without them. I take 98% of inspiration from my real life and the rest 2% from some cool shit I see on internet. tbh I use different mediums to express myself whether it's in form of writing, drawing, making videos, painting or designing. All these are tools gifted to me by God for a reason.

Taking away any one of these mediums from me, would be as equally damaging as taking away my one limb, eye or chopping off my ear.

I just can not live with out expressing myself. Vlogging is just another excuse of me being able to express myself. The whole point of creating "art" is to make sure whatever that's inside; has been brought forward and released. Absorbing them feelings can create tumultuous cancer in any artist's soul. For preventing the cancer to grow inside, you must create and use different mediums to express yourself.

When writing fails choose video blogging, when video blogging fails start drawing, when drawing fails sing instead and when singing fails you paint.


Source of images: 1 2 3 4 5

Monday, May 1, 2017

The Rise.

Drought by the mesmerizing effect of rain
My soul reincarnates upon the touch of first ray of light
Seldom afraid
Escaping through my mind
Steeped through my heart
I found a sign of daylight
Condone through it's rise.

You can pull the trigger
And be the one glad
Before I die.

Life has a funny way
To show us pain
When you've been denied.

-Original from my "R" Series.