Whatever I feel is my Therapy

Whatever I feel is my therapy,
Whatever I express is my therapy:

You got her heart and my heart
But none of the pain
You shot the bullet
But I got the blame
Cuz you left me dying
With no honor to live

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Give it a Chance

Be done trying to rebel against your situation. Accept the fate as it is. Sometimes you just need "to be" and trust the moment. Trust the present. Life never remains the same. We are always in process of evolving, changing with seasons. What maybe a "present" will become your "past" and what maybe present will become your "future". Go with the flow of river of life. What must you understand; life is like river but unlike river flowing in one direction, life flows from every angle instead. It can pull you in different directions all at the same time.

Frustration stems, when you don't know you're trying to flow with which direction of the river. That's where your heart calling will come to best use. It will help you determine which direction of the river you will be taking. I'm in no position to justify the hostility you might have towards life. I'm only here to tell you, at least give it a chance?.

-Seresha

State Of Confusion

It was not so much about the "feelings" or actions. But rather was more about trying to make sense out of what someone did and how it happened. The excruciating pain, the unknown witnesses, confusion in my mind. Failure to make sense out of my own confusion. Should I feel upset? Should I feel happy?.

The morality of human nature lies in camouflaged cruel intentions, one carries for the other out of ignorance or grudge.

I don't differ from others; if i may so?, it's only the Heart.

[Original from my R-Series]
-Seresha

Lone Rider.

 If ever,
I'll get to experience love,
I'll cherish it,
If not,
I'll live without it happily.
In whatever way,
God will keep me,
I'll Live,
And continue my journey alone.
-Original from my "R" Series

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The Rise.

Drought by the mesmerizing effect of rain
My soul reincarnates upon the touch of first ray of light
Seldom afraid
Escaping through my mind
Steeped through my heart
I found a sign of daylight
Condone through it's rise.

You can pull the trigger
And be the one glad
Before I die.

Life has a funny way
To show us pain
When you've been denied.

-Original from my "R" Series.

how the universe open gates of miracles for you

Consider this: An uneducated, poor man is in his mid 40's. All of his life he struggles with finding a stable job. He has no education or schooling at all, apart from him being "skilled" at mechanics.

All of his life, he struggles with not having enough money to feed himself and his family and suffers the so called stigmata of society. He applies every where for job, but finds no luck in having one. The only thing he continued to do though, was, he took care of his "ill father". Who couldn't walk, who couldn't talk much nor was in healthy state of mind. He would help his father in bathing, prepare his special meals, feed him medicine and try to do things to make him happy.

The day his father dies, after 3 days he gets a call from an american company to work there as a mechanic. Now today, he is earning over 60,000 Rs. every month. Can you believe that?. A person unemployed all of his life, loses his age of being employed and in his mid 40's gets a job out of no where worth this much income?.

See, the point to ponder here, is this, it was not his luck which got him the "job". Infact, it was because of his services he provided during his father's times of "illness" for which the universe rewarded that man with dignity.

Now you might try contradicting me on all of this and not agree. But here's a thing my friends, when you choose to be there for your parents during their time of old age and illness. There is NO QUESTION, that you will not be rewarded for the good deed but you will be.

Shut down that laptop, that darn cellphone of yours for a while. Go spend an hour or two with your father, mother, grandma or any of your loved one. And you will notice yourself, how the universe will open the gates of miracles for you.

Love,
-Seresha

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when strangers become more important than our blood relations

"I was never the type of kid, who would fit well and blend at home".

How many of you can easily relate to this statement above?. Over the years, you get involved in toxic relationships with random people from so called lovers to friends who back stab you in the end. You feel heartbroken, depressed and end up sucked in with your own egos and demented bad moods. You feel like completely shutting yourself OUT from everyone including your dad, your mum, your grandma and siblings.

We spend endless hours talking to strangers online. The prophecy of our eyes being totally fixed at 1 screen whether it's cellphone or laptop feels like it's coming true but yet we become BLIND and deaf on purpose. Deaf to what our heart is saying, deaf to what the universe is speaking through us.

In the amidst of the process, you continue with the same repetitive behavior without even realizing the intensity of dysfunctional routine you're falling into traps of. And one day, you wake up and you don't know how to end this, since now you have become a COG in the system of your own guilty pleasure subconsciousness. And what does a cog looks like?. It's a robot with no emotions.

So, everyday you wake up, find yourself in a bad mood. Whether you had a fight with your stupid lover or an idiot friend who ruins your day. Whatever the cause is, it don't matter. But what you don't realize is that, in your unconscious mind, you are neglecting your loved ones by doing so and miss every opportunity of your life by not cherishing the present moment which has been given to you.

On contrary, if you have experienced childhood trauma or abandonment in your life, you can easily relate to what my words are stating here.

You might have created limiting beliefs about growing attached to your loved ones i.e if you will grow close, you will lose them and thereby it's better to detach yourself from them.

As you grow older, becoming more detached, you lose your soul by investing in other meaningless relations. A point comes in your life, where you feel like connecting to people you love but you fail to do so since you have now become the victim of isolation.

Now let me be very honest with you all, you are, losing every chance to be with people who genuinely love you, by CHOOSING not to spend time with them being in your own so called limiting factors.

So, you all ask me, "Seresha, how can we break free from our own created bubble?". My answer, "Knuckle up, knuckle up and knuckle up. Stop talking, Stop feeling, instead go do something about it". Which i'll share below to get you started on.

Here are some ideas you can try, on how you can connect with your loved ones again from a fresh start:

• First and foremost: Confess to your loved one, why all those years you have not tried to connect with your loved one? Be honest with them. This will make you feel lighter and that "guilt" of shame inside of you, trust me will be gone.
• Share your life happenings with them: It can be as simple as sharing what you did, who you met today.
• Have Dinner/breakfast together: No excuses on this one. Shut that darn tv and stupid android.
• Do some hobby together: Like taking some craft, planting, games etc.
• Take interest in their life.
• Spend time with them talking, while doing chores.
• Help them in any way. It can be as petty as helping to photo shop their pictures.
• Share your problems.

We all have come here for a short while. While you're living, make the best out of it. Put a smile on your father's or grandma's face.

Now go shut off that laptop or cellphone you're using, stop pretending to be busy when you are not and do something special with your loved one today. Before it's too late and you end up living in regrets for the rest of your 50 years.

What do you think about my today's article? leave in comments. I will gladly reply.

Love,
-Seresha

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soul writing and xoxo body art

I asked and let myself be sincere for first time ever in my life. It was the question, I needed to ask my heart. And it's a question you need to ask your heart as well, i.e what is that one thing you can do every single second of your life and never get bored or lose interest from?.

I spend my last 8 years, working as designer, artist, model and recently experienced singing too as an on going passion in my life. But before I was any one of these things or even had knowledge to any of the skills which I possess today at present, I was just a writer.

I remember writing in my journal every day, coming back home from school, filling up those pages with what I did, who I met and what I learned.

It was like a daily ritual, I never questioned nor got bored doing so. Infact, I felt really happy writing it all down on paper. Somewhere in my Life, in those 8 years I spend. My love for writing got lost.

I'm not sure what happened inside of me, but my energy to drive the words out of me on paper just faded away. And i stopped writing. From last 8 years, I wrote hardly 2% of my time compared to how I used to write from age 13 to 18.

Then from end of May 2016, the thrill and excitement I would get while creating art or singing. It just suddenly stopped. And I thought to myself in that very instant moment "For 8 years I would be creating art sometimes 16 hours a day and never in my life lost the "excitement" to not miss a chance to create more. How is it possible, it's not giving me the joy I deserve anymore?".

It was utterly a mixed state of confusion, feeling lost and not knowing what is the purpose of my life?. Because all of the sudden, I just did not even knew anymore what was my passion in life?.

*xoxo body art that I did, which inspired to make me it's comic art*

My destiny give me a stroke of luck from February 22nd 2016 till May 2016. I was flying on 7th cloud enjoying my life like crazy. Everything was exactly going like I ever dreamed of. I was living my dream of being a "rockstar" performing, getting opportunities to go to all these cool events, jamming, having fun with friends and meeting new people. And all of a sudden, when June came. I got thrown from 7th cloud to the pitfall which was 10 feet under the ground.

From last 25 days, I was like a wandering soul. Meditating, praying and still looking for my passion in life. You will be amazed to find out, that it was not till yesterday, I finally find answer to all those questions which were brutally killing my peace of inner soul.

On 14th/June/2016, I realized. I was not thrown off that 7th cloud in order to teach me a lesson to feel grounded or come to the terms of my "dreams" to be crushed. I am a grounded person already. And I will always know my ground no matter how big, successful or rich I will become in my coming years. I will never forget where I have come from. 

So why did that pitfall happened to me?. Simple, to find my true passion and soul for writing again.

On other thoughts, here is an amazing documentary I have been watching today on making of hanson brothers 3rd studio album it's called "Strong enough to break". It's super inspiring to see behind the scene process of blood, sweat, tears that goes into production of an album. Have a look and get inspired:

May you all find, your true passion in life.

-Seresha

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your reality is what you create.

Our society has brainwashed us all in believing the robotic system we have bought our self into i.e invest in a degree, get 9 to 5 job, rubbing and kissing your boss's ass, retire at 45, get a pension plan and then die. It's like all planned and laid out for us already. Isn't that so?.

All of this got me thinking, has this world been created just to Live a life like that and then die?.

For chics, the moment you cross age 24, typical questions start popping out of no where "When are you getting married?". It's like taking a shot of insulin right up in your heart for nothing. By the time you are 26 years old, people be like:

"Girls your age are married and have 2 kids. What the fuck you are doing with you life?"

And my response to such Nay Sayers is simple:

"What the fuck are you doing barging and commenting on me and my life?. Are you the one deciding my destiny here?. You aint the judge of my life so shut up!".

My response might sound "brutal" or too prude to many people, but what no one really realizes is that: everything in this life has a timing. Right time to finally have a partner of yours, right time to get married and also right time for your sources of income to flow. Everything has already been planned out by destiny.

But yet again, pea brainers are always going to be "Pea brainers". So they still be like "You are wrong, what we say is Reality".

No, motherfucker!. That's not the reality. Your reality is what you create from your own thoughts and perception!.

I want to do what my heart says and I will die loving it.

And you, my beautiful lovely single chics, want you all to think the same.

-Seresha

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ugly things.

A really beautiful and simple thought which popped in my head today as I was sipping my tea, i'd like to share with you all friends:

When you become excessively attached to UGLY things,

No matter how much you HATE them.
You eventually end up falling in love with them.



And that's the irony of Life.

-Seresha

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learn to protect your art and become cruel

One of the greatest mistakes I've done in pursuit of being an "artist" is not becoming selfish with my art. Now by being selfish, I mean you need to Kill your loveless desires for the moment, in order to get what you want. You need to always think about your passion, your art first and then everything else my friends.

If say, you are chasing your own "desires" even when you know, your art will suffer, if you'll do so and yet, you let your "desires" takeover art instead. Then trust me it will never get to see days of glory.

You must become cruel with your art, your passion, your dreams and do not let anyone damage them.

It is true, you only get first stroke of luck to push you in the direction of your heart calling and then from there, the universe tests you of everything which you have been taught and learned so far in your journey.

Sometimes when your heart stops telling you certain things. It is then, the universe sends you messages through people who can help you in your journey to reach your destiny.

When loneliness and thoughts of getting thrown out in the open sky with fear of dying in hunger does not scare you anymore. Then trust me, you have finally found the real purpose of your life.

Once you have found the "Purpose" for which you have been sent in this world then nothing really matters to you anymore. All you could think about is what you should be doing in "present" to serve your purpose.

It is your utter duty then, to protect your art, your mission, your passion and the real purpose for which you have been sent to this world.

-Seresha

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your destiny never deceives you.

After conquering Pain, "How does it feel?" they ask me. And I tell them, it's the most beautiful, empowering feeling ever in the world which joy or happiness can never give to you.

It's like seeing dark clouds right next to you floating, you are touching and feeling those clouds, seeing a storm right next to you. But yet, you feel calm, it don't scare you anymore.

It don't make you cry or hurt anymore. That's the greatest feeling you will ever conquer in your life. Some secrets, you don't know yet. I know, but you will find them out soon. It don't matter when that can be. It can be 2 years from now or even 5 years. But let me tell you something, the universe has a "way" of showing us certain things. 

I know it might seem "weird". The fact how can your "destiny" lie to you?. How can your heart-calling lie to you?. The heart never deceives my friend. Just believe this: When destiny calls you to something amazing and that thing turns out "bad" for say some reason. It don't mean, it betrayed you. But it merely means, it's testing you for what you have learned so far in your journey. Do not give up. There's something always more to it then what the eye sees:

Isn't it weird. Isn't it strange.

Even though we were just two strangers,
We were both trying to find a place in the sun.

Isn't it hard?,
Standing in the rain.

No one can hear,
You're screaming so loud.

You feel all alone,
In a faceless crowd.

Yeah,
We all feel,

A little bit weird sometimes.

It's only when you fail, when you break, when you fall apart, you get to have Rebirth and come out stronger as ever.

Let your Art absorb you. Let your days and nights fall by you. Let your passion slowly Kill you. Because it feels great at the end of the day knowing, that there was something worth dying for.

-Seresha

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possibilities

Life has a weird way of showing you things. Imagine a small kid, growing up with a drunken father, who would beat him up, take every penny and spend on booze. The kid grows up in days of despair, where he has no money, no food and no, nothing at home. But yet he still struggles every single second of his childhood and most importantly, he never stops praying.

The same kid, who was a "Nobody", after 15 years is in New York, earning 11 lakhs per month, happily married to a sincere partner. See, time has an essence of changing things you can not even ever imagine.

At current stage of your life, things may not be making any sense to you. That why something happened for what?. I know right now you all might just know one side of equation only and not the other part which is still yours to find out.

But with patience everything gets conquered my friends. Sometimes bad things happen on purpose because they eventually lead you to the most amazing things which you can never imagine yourself in life.

Never lose hope. Never Lose faith.

Pray. Meditate. Work Hard.

Never stop Dreaming.

Possibilities, never forget them.

-Seresha

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how to lose a soulmate

Pain is pure and best felt when it's deep. But losing a soulmate? not the greatest feeling ever. You just give it all and still it's never enough. Say, he was passionate, intense, just like you. You and him shared same music, art & direction in life.

How often does it even happen when you find someone who truly understands what you know and shares same dreams like yours?. 

But see, it don't really matter how much "chemistry" or similarities you have with this very special person. What really matters is that, does this special person wants you or not?.

If he never wanted you, he can never be your soulmate.

I feel deep empathy from my greatest depth of heart for all those who have find someone like that, but that person don't want you with them.

Your so called soulmate might start considering to want you. Otherwise he should just Let You Go. Be with a Real Soulmate. Someone who would cherish every little moment to have with you, someone who would wipe your tears and never hurt you or let you cry.

That's the kind of man you deserve my friends. And not the typical-confused-asshole who would leave you every time when someone influences his thoughts about you.

Consider this, someday, one day very soon. You will find someone who is going to make you feel the most amazing and loved person on planet. He will do his every effort to keep you and make you part of his life forever.

Pray to God and set yourself free.

-Seresha

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be you, be you and be you

So you're a Loser, a hoe and a bitch. The fact you're not good looking, cute  or even hot. Someone who is insecure him/herself about their own "looks" would makeup such shit to drag you into pits of disbelief and doubts about yourself just for the sake of their own pride.

It hurts, I know it does. But did you ever went into deeper implication of why anyone would force you to change yourself for them?. It's an understatement to say that someone would want you "changed" because there's something wrong with you!.

No it Isn't!.

There's nothing wrong with you, but there is something wrong with them for sure. If someone has a problem with the way you dress? Go ask them to take a hike and go f**k them self.

Loser they called you that right?.

Do this: Make this an "excuse" to build yourself up so strong, that this same boy-clothes-wearing-chic becomes shit famous and wanted by everyone which takes them bitches a loaf the fact, how did this 'loser" chic all of a sudden became so damn wanted by everyone else?. Prove them Fools wrong.

It takes time to build following, to build business, to build your market but it is not impossible. At start you will be hated by many for just being yourself, raw & Real You.

Let them hate you for whatever stinkin reason they see you as. Stick to being You, even if it means the real you is crazy, wild, weird, running around in loose boy shirts with docs on, hanging upside down. Those who hate you for being the "wild you" are actually the ones who suck them self, so that's why, when they see someone doing better job having fun, they do their best to bring you freaking down.

It don't matter shit people like them bitches say, as long as you're happy doing all those fun-crazy-wild things. Everyone hates at first, but eventually with time denial and hatred, get replaced by acceptance and appreciation.

Just Be You, Be You, & Be You.

And you shall see the magic of universe then.

-Seresha

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suffering disguised as blessing

It's true the energy which you receive whether it's in form of anger, frustration, depression, sadness or jealousy. They all are given to you for a reason. It is a "signal" from the universe.

Why do certain people make you feel confused in this life?. Why is it someone being so good to you at one moment, contradicts itself, before you know, in the next minute you feel lost and led on. Why do we human species feel jealous when in love?. Being in any state of your mind, you need to question every emotion which makes you feel vulnerable. Most importantly, if you are really missing someone, just leave a message. Why hold back, complicate things when you have a chance to say the things that you like?.

*When you're confused because of mixed signals the universe throws at you, just take a step back, breathe, meditate and Let Go*

The best times, come to those who wait patiently and smile even when the darkest rock bottom moments hit them. You can't keep complaining about the things that happen to you. Fate has a strange way of helping you find your destiny.

You look at your pain, confusion, loneliness merely as suffering. Say you have found your potential "soulmate" but the person is not treating you right or giving you time. You have found your "passion" but are not sure if it's growing like the way you like or say your handmade business is not getting you the "leads" which you deserve. But what exactly you are overlooking is the fact, that your suffering, in every form is actually disguised as blessing.

Ask yourself, would crying or cursing really help?. Who knows love, is asking you to be patient at current stage of your life. Love is patient. Who knows if you patiently endure right now, you will be treated right by your potential mate, your passion will grow and your business will flourish in coming days.

Patience my friends, be patient. Endure  for now to gain fruits in the coming future.

-Seresha

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Maktub (It's Written)

The magic of universe does not come from outside, but it starts from within. As I was standing in crowd, the drums, the music, the rythem absorbed me. Everything suddenly started moving fast like a Deja Vu. All I could hear were the drums.

Reading Alchemist made me realize, when you go on a journey to find your destiny, the whole universe Conspires to help you find it. My destiny lies in music, playing drums is all I could think of right now.

*Maktub -it's written*

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Do You Wanna Fly Away?

Do you want to fly away?

What would you do if you were given the wings to fly away,

Right now,

Right away.

Will you always remember the person you used to be?,

Do you remember what you used to be 10 years ago?.

Being Broke or imprisonment should not scare you. Because what you feel from inside & the lessons you will learn during times of solitude, are far more valuable and powerful than what victory will ever teach you.

My only dream ever since I recall as a child has always been freedom. Whatever I feel, whatever I do & whatever i'll always create is all for my freedom.

I call myself Seresha, not because it's a "cool" name or I want to look "cool" calling myself that. But, it's because "Seresha" means freedom. And in freedom lies my peace and in freedom lies my DESTINY.

Sometimes our destiny, has bigger plans for us compared to what we have in mind. All I could think about is to...Fly away, Fly away and Fly away...

-Seresha

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